yeah i know it's like i'm not even ready for my shoot. and now i have 2 freaking shoots to go to. One is being moved forward to 1230 today since i'll be leaving on Friday. I don't wanna be too tired cuz i have ian's game to attend and then we're straight away off to the airport leavin for our siblings week! 

i honestly don't want to go for the shoot today... cuz i'm just so so so tired and so lazy right now. but if i don't go today, i'll be dead cuz then i wont have enough money to spend on the kids when we get to malaysia for our vacation. i have lotsa plans for all of us, so i gotta make it work, and to make it work... i need money. so here goes... HARD WORK ALL OVER AGAIN. 

when i get to there, the first weekday i'm gonna have to call SJMC and make sure i can see my doctor and get the operation date ready. just a small thing... but i can't just let it go on and on and take my own sweet time... cuz it does hurt when i'm working my ass off at work, or even just cleaning the house :(

now checklist for work today:

nails CHECK

hair NOT CHECK

WHY? HAVENT SHOWER.

grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! toodles world. im off to shower and off to work.

ps. poor girl, gotta stay home cuz i gotta leave early today.... she gotta wait for dad for half an hr alone :( love u so much bbygirl!

Love,

z